Ready? Set. RANDOM.
- So today Kenz and I went to the pool and there were a lot of people. And I hate being around a lot of people when I'm in a bikini. Also the girls in this complex are really bad at hiding their judgmental stares. Like if you're going to judge my paleness, at least be less obvious. Juss sayinnn'.
- And on the pale note, my legs tan weird. Like my knee cap and up my thighs will get 'tan' but the lower half of my legs are super ghost white and then my feet are kind of tan. I can't figure out what's wrong with me.
- Kenz just left for a job interview in the next town and I already miss her. Best friend problems. I don't know what I will do when she graduates and gets married. I'm going to go insane. With her and Tim gone then eventually Sarah Beth and Chelsea and every one else I know will graduate and I'll still be here for another semester. The struggle.
- I need to write out notes for my blog posts. I will sit down to write and it's never as good as it was the first time I thought about it. Makes me mad.
- I have barely talked to Tim in the past few days. It's been hard, but I knew that this week would be crazy with LoveWeek but still. Ugh.
- I want to get back in the studio but I know it's going to be painful so I keep putting it off. This is no bueno.
- I also really need to get a pedicure...or at least cut my toenails. Sorry if that's too gross for you.
- My tolerance for being is hot is ridiculously low. I hate to be hot. Like I HATE it. So laying out is hard for me. I'd rather play in the water but then I don't get any sun on my legs. Decisions.
- I straightened Kenz's hair for her interview and now my hands smell like fried hair. Ew.
- I miss Tim's hugs. And his laugh. And him making fun of me. Okay lemme stop before I make y'all vomit from the cuteness.
- This post is so useless. I'm gonna stop now.
Okay that's all I have. I hope you guys have a great evening. I'll be back tomorrow with something substantial. Promise.
