4 Reasons Why Being A Girl Can Suck

For most of my life I have been a tomboy through and through. Yes, I wear makeup most days. Yes, I like to wear cute clothes sometimes. But most of the time you can find me with my hair in a ponytail wearing jeans and a t-shirt. I like to get dirty and play football and play video games.

There are things that I still struggle with when it comes to being more "girly" because I think they are like an expectation. Like you have to do this to be a girl. No, I'm not a raging feminist but I can agree with some of their thought processes.

So I present to you my top 4 things about being a girl that sucks.

Shaving.
- Like need I go on? I HATE SHAVING! I really detest it. I have gone weeks before without shaving my legs and haven't cared. Usually it takes someone saying something about how hairy they are before I will even consider shaving them.

Hairstyling.
- This one gets me. Like why does my hair always have to be done? Why can't I just walk around with semi-dirty hair and it be a mess? I don't want to straighten or curl my hair all the time. AIN'T NOBODY GOT TIME FO DAT!. Forrealz.

Must be proper.
- I like to belch. Yes, you read that right. I like to belch. I like to get loud and I think dirty jokes are HEE-HI-LARIOUS! I am not a girl who walks around with great posture and sits like a lady. Nope, not I. And I should never be expected to be all proper all the time. It's just not in my nature.

Soft, hydrated skin.
- Yeah I know this one sounds a little weird, but stick with me. I always see those venus razor commercials or the moisturizer commercials and my first thought is always "man I wish my skin could be like that." I hav always had mostly soft skin but here lately it's be like the Sahara desert over here. And I hate putting lotion on because if I sweat it makes my skin all sticky and weird. Ew. Not attractive.

These are all the things that came to me when I sat down to write this post. If you have more please feel free to share with me. I would love to hear what you guys think. But for right now, Kenz is cooking and it smells good so I'm gonna go eat some food. Catch ya later!

Some days...

I have a great post to bang out from my newly refreshed inspiration well for you guys today! I'm super excited! So let's jump right in.

I've come to realize that, while I have told you guys a little about who I am, I still haven't totally opened up with you guys. This is something I'm not great at, even in real life. Seriously. There are still things that my Timothy doesn't even know and we've been together for over a year. God bless him for being so patient with me. 

While I know that I will never be able to completely bare my whole heart on here, there are things I would like to improve on. So today I'm going to try and be as open as I can about my thoughts. So I welcome you to this place of no judgement, no hate, and no lies. 

So this is how it's going to go down. I will give you 5 thoughts, some of which might be extremely random and are likely to change over the course of time, on each of the above categories. Some of these might even be insecurities of mine or just things that bother be. And for that reason, I beg you to be gentle. Here we go...

Some days...

- I wish I had the drive and smarts to become a doctor.

- I think I should have majored in Dance from the very beginning.

- I want to quit school and just travel the world.

- I wish I had the courage to say exactly what I think to any given person and not care about the repercussions 

- I wish I could act.

Most days...

- I want to lay in bed all day and be served all my favorite foods and just be content like that.

- I wake up and can't look in the mirror. 

- I don't shower. (no judging.)

- I do actually lay in bed all day.

- I write on this blog about my boring life and fail at trying to make it sound fun.

Every day...

- I am grateful for the people in my life. 

- I crave to be in a studio or on a stage dancing and teaching others my art.

- I wish I could find a friggin' job.

- I want to be able to see my future and see what God has in store for my life.

- I am blessed.

So there you have it folks. There is a little insight into my mind and who I am. Hope you are here to stay.

**What things go through your mind?? Can you relate to any that I've said?**

Recap

So I detest Mondays. Seriously I do. And because of that, I refuse to give into the curse of what Mondays mean. Therefore all you lovely people get today is a barrage of pictures summing up my life since the last time I posted. Tomorrow I will empty the inspiration well all over this page. Promise. So let's just dump these photos. Enjoy!!

Tim's birthday celebration :)

Fireworks on the 4th thanks to my Timothy

Concert at my university with two of my favorite people!

More pictures of us :)

The Chris Lane Band and The Band Perry concert in my lovely Boone!

Fireworks after the concert! 

Well there you go folks. That was my life the past few days. Follow me on Twitter and Instagram to keep up with my daily shenanigans! Until next time...