I've come to realize that, while I have told you guys a little about who I am, I still haven't totally opened up with you guys. This is something I'm not great at, even in real life. Seriously. There are still things that my Timothy doesn't even know and we've been together for over a year. God bless him for being so patient with me.
While I know that I will never be able to completely bare my whole heart on here, there are things I would like to improve on. So today I'm going to try and be as open as I can about my thoughts. So I welcome you to this place of no judgement, no hate, and no lies.
So this is how it's going to go down. I will give you 5 thoughts, some of which might be extremely random and are likely to change over the course of time, on each of the above categories. Some of these might even be insecurities of mine or just things that bother be. And for that reason, I beg you to be gentle. Here we go...
Some days...
- I wish I had the drive and smarts to become a doctor.
- I think I should have majored in Dance from the very beginning.
- I want to quit school and just travel the world.
- I wish I had the courage to say exactly what I think to any given person and not care about the repercussions
- I wish I could act.
Most days...
- I want to lay in bed all day and be served all my favorite foods and just be content like that.
- I wake up and can't look in the mirror.
- I don't shower. (no judging.)
- I do actually lay in bed all day.
- I write on this blog about my boring life and fail at trying to make it sound fun.
Every day...
- I am grateful for the people in my life.
- I crave to be in a studio or on a stage dancing and teaching others my art.
- I wish I could find a friggin' job.
- I want to be able to see my future and see what God has in store for my life.
- I am blessed.
So there you have it folks. There is a little insight into my mind and who I am. Hope you are here to stay.
**What things go through your mind?? Can you relate to any that I've said?**
